It was all a fucking fight in the evening, then at night.
Me: Hi
Him: Hello
Me: how are ya?
Him: Good, you?
Me: Good, very sleepy and tired.
Him: Ok
Me: Ok. What did you have for dinner?
Him: Milanesas and mash potatoes. You?
Me: Chicken with french fries (:
Him: Ok
Me: What did you after we spoke today in the afternoon on the phone? (Our convos are so boring, we ask each other what did we do, there's nothin else to talk about, because he doesn't like my likes...)
Him: I finished a song I was recording, and I spent time with my brother, you?
Me: Went to the swimming pool, helped my mom, etc. (Lies, of course, why wouldn't I lie to such a fool? I've been online playing FR, and speaking to the person that understands me and cares for me).
Him: Ok
Me: Ok (:, 5 DAYS :D! (Until 1 year dating this bastard...)
Him: Hee hee (:
Me: What do you wanna do on saturday?
Him: I dont know...
Me: Ok.. What you doing?
Him: Im at facebook. You?
Me: Nothing. Who are those 3 girls you added?
Him: One is my best friend sister, she added me, the other is a girl from the neighbourhood, shes friends with my friends, and the others they are twins that makes youtube videos. Why?
Me: I just wanted to know... (Me inside: :/!!!!!! Jealousness....)
Him: Would you explain me those comments of your friend on ur Facebook? How was the whole thing?
Me: Let me open Facebook to see.. (He expects me to know everything I did, everything I spoke with my friend on the phone, every single time and second).
I explained to him how it was. At first, I confused a little bit, cuz I didn't remember exactly how was the whole thing, and dates.
He started yelling cuz I didnt remember...
As a defense I said: If I asked you what did you speak about with your friend and when did you, you would not remember.
He replied:
I spoke on Friday. Wanna know more?
Me: No, it's just an example.
Him: Ok, your example failed, stupid.
Me: Ok..
Him: Ok, so when did you really spoke to her then?
Me: The 12th and the 19th...
Him: Ok, why did you say another thing before?
Me: Bcuz I read the comments and I got confused about the dates and stuff. I can't remember how it all was!
Him: Because ur dumb.
Me: Ok, Im dumb, and?
Him: Of course. You are dumb. Why did you call her on Thursday?
Me: To tell her when she has to come to my house....
Him: Didn't you read the comment already?
Me: I didn't read it, Im never on facebook.
A little bit of confusions, and missunderstandings, cuz I didn't remember, then he started cussing, as well:
If I tell you "didnt you read the comment?", It's before talking to her, dumb shit, idiot, good for nothing, you piss me off, you are so stupid! (IN CAPS).
Me, trying to calm down, and not cry: I told you I wasn't sure. But I saw the comment, I don't know exaclty when.
Him: You are never sure of anything! You are so stupid!
Me: Bcuz I don't remember...
Him: You are stupid, I can't take it anymore. I'm sick of you.
Me: Ok, be sick of me. You never take it anymore when you are mad. I told you how it was, all I can remember. Sorry, ok?
Him: I'm not mad because I want you, I'm mad because you are stupid. Everytime you gotta do somehting serious you don't know how to do it, you dont remember, you don't want to, you are not sure. Then? You know what? You are good for nothing.
Me: It's because you ask me dumb things about life, things that people can't just rememeber. You keep interviewing me about my life, (As a silly example, I said:) You ask me when do I go to the bathroom, and what did you do in there.
Him: I want to show you, you are not good for anything, not even as a bad example.
Me: How nice. You call that a boyfriend? A boy friend is there to make his couple feel unique in the world.
Him: You know what? You got my balls on the floor, don't speak to me if it bothers you, I don't care about you. Im happy with or without you. Bye.
Me: What are you trying to say?
Him: Don't call me, I won't answer you.
Me: Ok, in the end, Im always the one that is annoying, when the only thing I do, is being just a human. You don't want to accept me, neither yourself. Ok, bye.
Him: Im smarter tahn you. Even an ant is smarter than you. I don't know if you are a human being, they think, you don't, bye.
Me: Ok, bye.
*hug*... You'll figure things out soon. He isn't worth it but one day the attachment will fade. You can be strong. :3
ResponderEliminarThanks Katniss :3 *hug*
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