Pepper Rhoni

I keep singing Mama Papa Brickolini ♫

Right now my C.O went to 52%

That's good, means tomorrow I will probably play.

Well right now I feel a little bit nervous, BF deals and stuff. I hate when people lies to me. I really hate when people aren't honest with the person who's always honest... Well Im really not honest with him when I don't tell him I still speak with my online friends... or I've been on the computer. He will get mad knowing that, so I prefer hiding it. But he lied at things that he makes me not do, and he does. Like saying hes on bed, about to go to sleep, with comptuer off, and then I see hes on the computer... That happened last week. Apparently he did that 3 times.

Huh, and when I find out things like lies, or things that makes me jealous, I get nervous... even if I speak with him, I get really nervous, I start shacking. I don't know why, It's hard to calm down, I get like scared, uncomfortable. I even want to cry. I want to kill every single female friend he has, even tho they got a BF already, but I feel like he's cheating or something, Im really paranoid.

Sigh... I hate going on his Facebook, and reading that stuff... :/ I wish he was like before...

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